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A kidney stone. 
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What looked like a mistake became a reminder that Jesus isn&#39;t waiting for us to figure everything out before He moves.</description>
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  <title>Ep. 66 | The Question Jesus Never Asked: Waiting for an answer to healing God already gave.</title>
  <description>Many believers hesitate before praying for healing because they&#39;re waiting for another answer from God. But what if Jesus already revealed the Father&#39;s heart? In this episode, we look at Lazarus&#39; resurrection, the authority Jesus gave His followers, and why waiting for another &quot;yes&quot; may be the very thing keeping us from obeying.</description>
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  <title>Ep. 65 | Someday: Did Jesus Ever Tell People To Wait For Healing?</title>
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  <description>A friend told me his wife was sick, so I tried to call her and pray. She never picked up.

At first, I almost waited.

That hesitation exposed a subtle lie many believers carry without realizing it: the assumption that distance somehow limits what God can do.

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  <title>Ep. 63 | This Is Over: The Danger in Treating Facts as the Whole Truth When During Healing</title>
  <description>Aaron&#39;s eyesight became worse immediately after prayer.

For many believers, that&#39;s the moment doubt takes over. We assume the outcome is settled and start questioning everything. However the next morning Aaron woke up seeing clearly.

In this episode, Addison explores why facts don&#39;t make up the whole truth, how faith refuses to judge by appearances, and why some of the most important moments in healing happen after we&#39;ve stopped striving and started trusting.</description>
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  <title>Ep. 62 | Stop Keeping Score</title>
  <description>What happens when disappointment becomes the lens through which we view prayer?

In this episode, Addison shares a simple moment while sick at home that exposed a subtle habit many believers develop without realizing it: keeping score.

Over time, recent outcomes can become the source of our confidence—or our discouragement. We begin measuring whether we should pray based on what happened last time rather than on what Jesus has already accomplished.</description>
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  <title>Ep. 61 | Don’t Let Disappointment Become Doctrine</title>
  <description>After praying for a man who suddenly died following surgery, I was left wrestling with a question many believers quietly face:

What do you do when you don’t have an answer?

In this episode, we talk about disappointment, unresolved healing outcomes, the temptation to build theology around painful experiences, and why “I don’t know” can sometimes be a more honest response than forcing an explanation Scripture never gives.</description>
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What do you do when you don’t have an answer?

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  <title>Ep. 60 | Why Authority Doesn’t Come From Using The Right Words</title>
  <description>Many Christians slowly drift from trusting Jesus to trusting phrasing, formulas, and “getting it right.”

In this episode of Bigger Than Me, Addison unpacks how a simple parking lot realization exposed a subtle superstition hiding underneath healing prayer:
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Through the story of the seven sons of Sceva and a personal moment after church, this episode explores the difference between reciting authority and living from relationship with</description>
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  <title>Ep. 59 | Don’t Overreact: Healing Is Supposed to Be Normal</title>
  <description>Why do Christians act shocked when healing happens?

In this issue of Bigger Than Me, Addison shares the first time he publicly demonstrated healing prayer in front of a church group—and the immediate correction God gave him afterward:

“Don’t overreact. If you treat this as normal, they will see it as normal. Which it should be.”

This episode explores the hidden expectations about healing, why excitement can sometimes reveal unbelief, and how Jesus intended healing to be our daily experience.</description>
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“Don’t overreact. If you treat this as normal, they will see it as normal. Which it should be.”

This episode explores the hidden expectations about healing, why excitement can sometimes reveal unbelief, and how Jesus intended healing to be our daily experience.</p>]]>
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  <title>Almost Isn’t Done: What to Do When Healing Starts but Doesn’t Finish</title>
  <description>What do you do when something actually changes—but doesn’t fully go away?

This is the moment most people misread.

In this episode, we walk through a real story of progressive healing and break down how to respond when improvement happens, but the result isn’t complete yet.

You’ll learn how to stay engaged without overthinking, how to avoid stopping too early, and how to recognize when it’s actually finished.</description>
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Many believers still ask it today.

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In this issue of Bigger Than Me, we look at the moment Jesus removed the mystery around God’s will for healing.

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